What?

NOTE  :  I wrote this over 4 consecutive years, since year2001 to year2004. Yep! Quite a chronological written over. In fact as you roll down, you will also read in clear the year 2004 has been included in certain para. It is the phase expressed during the teenage life and early college life. It is a time when a strong churning in life goes on in the understanding for the philosophies, truths and learning of life.

Every time I used to write a small para and never thought it would be so long and engrossing some day. What is interesting here is that every colored para have its own story related to my life. I have only cut paste into this post, without any sort of alteration made to the original work. Its not a Poem or Story or some Article..tell me if you can W.H.A.T is it…!

WHAT'S HAPPENING ALL THIS !..!...? [w.h.a.t.]
THERE IS
SO MUCH TO WRITE;
SO MUCH TO HIDE ;
AND
SO MUCH WHICH IS
ALREADY
IN LIGHT;
AND YET
SO MUCH WHICH IS
SO LIGHT..
HENCE;
NO NEED TO HIDE .!
NO NEED TO WRITE .!
THERE ARE THINGS ;
WHICH MAKES YOU LAUGH;
WHICH SOMETIMES MAKES YOU COUGH;
WHICH SOMETIMES MAKES YOU FIGHT ;
WHICH MAKES YOU CRY ;
AND ALSO ;
WHICH MAKES YOU SAY A LIE .
SOMETIMES
THINGS MAKES YOU LIE-DOWN ;
THINGS MAKES YOU FLY-PROUD ;
THINGS MAKES YOU CARE ;
THINGS MAKES YOU CRAWLING ;
THINGS MAKES YOU SCARED ;
AND..
THERE ARE THINGS
WHICH ROLLS UP YOU IN
SCARCITY !
WHEN SOMETIMES ALSO
THEN YOU FEEL COOL IN SUMMER WITHOUT
ELECTRICITY.. . !!
AND THERE'S...
SOMETHINGS COMES
SOME; JUST REMAINS
SOME ;YOU ARE WAITING FOR
AND
SOME ;THAT NEVER GOES !
SOME; MAKES YOU LOOSE .
SOME; MAKES YOU POWERFUL .
AND
SOME ; MAKES YOU SIMPLY A FOOL !
AND YET;
SOME ; MAKES YOU A COOL - DOOL !

THERE ARE...
THINGS ;YOU ARE LACKING FOR ;
THINGS ;YOU ARE BLANK FOR ;
THINGS ;WHICH ARE COMPLETE ;
THINGS; WHICH ARE COMPETITIVE ;
THINGS; WHICH ARE COMMON ;
AND YET ;
THERE ARE THINGS WHICH ARE NOT FOR
MAN ;
BUT STILL HE IS ONE WHO MAKES
THINGS HAPPEN.
AND ALSO
MAKES THEM TO HAVE
AN END ..!!
DEFINE THE NON-SENCE :--
I ;WROTE
WHICH MADE MY UNCONSIOUS MIND
WOKE ..!!
DUMB ! I AM FOUND
TO SEE THINGS
..................<>..................
AND YET ;
SOMETIMES ; JUMPING I AM FOUND
TO FEEL THINGS
..........<>.........
MY SOUL
MY MIND ..!
AND SAYING
LAST LINE ...
....WHAT'S HAPPENING ALL THIS ..!.!..? {w.h.a.t.}
I BREATH AND ...HOLD ..!

ALSO! LET ME BE CLEAR!
THERE ARE SOME TEARS
THERE ARE SOME FEARS
AND
LOTS OF CHEERS
AND
STANDING HERE
SOMEBODY HEAR
HEY! I AM LOOKING
FOR SOMEONE
VERY DEAR!
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS ON WHICH
I DID LOVE TO TALK
....TO SHOW
...TO EXPRESS
THE VIBRATIONS IN ME I GET
WHEN I READ
I PLAY
AND
I PRAY
TO BE NEVER LONELY
RATHER PREPARE
AND PREFER
TO BE A
SOLITAIRE .!

I WANT TO WRITE
A LOT
NOT BECAUSE
I CANNOT
SHOUT !
BUT BECAUSE
I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES
GO IN THE DREAMS
WHERE I AM MOST COMFORTABLE IN
AND SCREAM !!
" I AM PASSION AND I WANT PEOPLE TO BE FOR ME PASSIONATE . "
MAKING THIS
STATEMENT
I WILL NEVER HESITATE

AS I ALWAYS MAKE A POINT
TO ACT
IN THE MOST
CREATIVE WAY !
SOMETHING IN MY MIND
THERE IS ALWAYS
TO CREATE
TO DELETE
AND
SOMETHING TO JUST
FEEL IT
I NEVER SENCE TO
KILL IT
CREATIVITY
EFFORTLESSLY
ALWAYS GETS
REJUVENATED IN ME !!
I EXPRESS BEST
MY FEELINGS
MY SENTIMENTS
MY EMOTIONS IN
"RACHI CREATIONS"
IT IS SO
MY SOUL
MY HOPE
AND IN
MY LOW-TIMES
I THEN COPE
WHEN I SLOW
AND THEN FLOW
BUT NEVER FLAW
RACHI CREATIONS
IS STRENGTH
MY ATTITUDE
ITS MY STYLE
MY PASSION
AND
SOMETHING
THAT TEMPT TO MAKE
A STATEMENT OF FASHION !!
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS
WHICH I THINK
THE THINGS
I WANT TO QUESTION ON
THE THINGS
I WANT TO ANSWER
BUT
NEUTRAL I AM
WHEN I FIND
MYSELF THOUGHTLESS
AND QUESTION TO SELF
WHAT I WANT TO ANSWER
AND
WHAT I WANT TO QUESTION FOR
WHAT THE THINGS
WILL
WELL EXPLAIN ME ...

MIND IT !!
I AM NOT AT ALL CONFUSED
TO THE THINGS...
NOR AM I DUMBFOUND
BUT
ONLY I DO'NT FIND
THE THINGS TO QUESTION
THE THINGS TO ANSWER
AND
THE THINGS TO THINK .

THERE ARE SOME THINGS
WHICH WHEN
I THINK
SIMPLY MAKES ME SINK
IN THE THOUGHTS
TO BE PINK .
AND
SHORT AND SWEET
ETERNAL MOMENTS
I LINK
AND AGAIN
I THINK THE THINGS !!

SUCH THINGS BELIEVE ME
NEVER WET MY BLINK, INSTEAD REMINDS ME A WINK
WHICH ALWAYS PROVOKE ME TO SING
" EYES SEARCH FOR BEAUTIFUL EYES
REACH I FIND WHILE CLOSING EYES"
WONDER I SEE
WITH CLOSED EYES
MAGIC BEGINS WHEN MEMORIES ARE ON THE PLAY MODE
AND THE MOMENTS I CODE
IN COLOURS, IN GLITTERS, IN SPARKLES, IN LOVE , IN TUNES
AND ALL THIS CREATES
ETERNAL FRIENDSHIP FUMES !!

THERE ARE SOME THINGS
WHICH REMINDS ME
ABOUT THE BREEZE I FEEL
SOMETIMES IN MY HAIR IT BLOW
SOMETIMES IT GLOW
SOMETIMES IT IS GENTLE
SOMETIMES IT IS
A PERFECT PICTURE
WHICH IS
STILL SENTIMENTS OF
FUMES AND BREEZE
OFTEN SEEMS LIKE
MY LIFE IS FULL OF SPRING !!
THERE ARE
SOME THINGS
WHICH EXCITES ME TO WRITE
WHICH THEN READ
MAKES ME LOOK
BOLD AND BRIGHT
AND THINGS WHICH I WRITE
FOR ME IS ALWAYS RIGHT
I FIRMLY TRY TO BE HEARTY
AND TO ME SUCH THINGS
AGAIN REMINDS ABOUT
A GENUINE PERSONALITY !!
THIS HAPPENS
WHEN I SHUT EYES
I FIND A SHIRTLESS GUY !
SAYING " WHO AM YOURS...! "
THEN THERE'S
"A SILENT REPLY"
" LITTLE CRAZY
IF FOUND ON THE BEACH
BECOME MORE WAVY
IF FOUND ON OR NEAR A CHANDELIER
SPARK AND GLITTER
AFTER ALL
A STAR OF THE GLEAM !! "
WHICH OFTEN MAKES ME
THINK SUCH THINGS !
THERE ARE
SOME THINGS
WHICH MAKES ME FEEL
AS A CHILD
AND SOON
I AM IN A MOOD TO SMILE
BEING A CHILD
PLAYING AND HAVING FUN
IS THE ONLY WORK
TO BE DONE
AND INDEED
ONLY ITS "THE WORK"
THAT I SHUN..!
THERE ARE
SOME THINGS
WHICH REMINDS ME OF
A NEAT NIGHT
WHEN
I STARED AT THE STARS
EXPECTING THEY'LL
FULFILL MY DESIRES
I LOOKED UP THE MOON
AND NIGHT SEEMED SOON
SO GLOOM !!
THERE ARE THINGS
I WANDER THAT
MY THOUGHTS
CHANGE OVER NIGHT
I BELIEVE
THAT WHAT IS LIFE
AFTER ALL...
THE HUMAN NATURE
IT DEFINES !
NEW REASON
NEW PROSPECTIVE
TO OLD THOUGHT
ONE CANNOT DENY !!
BUT OTHERS ALWAYS
CONFUSE "FLUCTUATION"
WITH
CHANGED THOUGHTS
AND
CHANGED MIND
WELL ! THATS THE WAY
I JUSTIFY...
CHANGED THOUGHTS OF MINE
WHICH CHANGE EVERY MINUTE
AND EVERY TIME !!
THERE ARE THINGS WHICH
SOMETIMES I FEEL TO IGNORE
SOMETIMES TO THE LIMITS
I WOULD FEEL JUST TO CROSS ALL
I AM MORE POSITIVE
WITH THAT PRESENCE
AND IN MYSELF I TALK A LOT
TO SHARE A THOUGHT
AND A SMILE I OPT
ITS MORE THAN ANYTHING
IN THIS LITTLE LIFE
WOULD COST !!
IN THIS WAY
MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY
NEW PAGE OF MY LIFE
EVERY TIME
I HOST !!
MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY IS INDEED A SATISFACTION I GOT
WHICH MOST GET A SHORT FOR...!!
SOON I SLIP SLOWLY IN
THE DEEP PURPLE VALLEY
THERE IS SOMETHING RED
THERE IS SOMETHING BLUE
I SIMPLY HAVE NO CLUE
WHAT MAKES ME SOMETIMES A SLUE
BUT GRADUALLY
I BALANCE MYSELF
FROM
THE HEAD AND THE HEART
PUSH AND PULL PERSUASION
OF A TRIANGLE OF THOUGHTS
AS A THOUGHT OF HEAD
AS A THOUGHT OF HEART
AND A THOUGHT ADJOINING BOTH
THAT IS
A THOUGHT OF NEUTRAL PATH
WITH MY WISH
I FIRMLY FOLLOW _ FLOW
AND JUST PASS
THERE ARE
THOUGHTS OF BEING LOVED
THOUGHTS OF LOVING OTHERS
THATS THE ONLY NICE FEELING
SENSED AND SERVED

MY LIFE GOES ON THE WAY IT SHOULD
CHANGING CIRCUMTANCES AND ITS LOOKS
EXOTIC EXPRESSIONS AND EMOTIONS
STAYS AND STARE SOMETHING
AND PASS BY WITH A
SILENT SPEACH
TEACHING TACTS
INTRODUCING MODES AND MEDIUMS
INDEED ! MY LIFE IS FULL OF EXPERIENCES
PEOPLE AROUND ME
CREATE PHASES IN MY LIFE
I FEEL AND SEE
ACT TO GIVE JUSTICE TO THE SITUATIONS
ACCORDING TO LIFE INCIDENTS UPDATED WISDOM

ALL I JUST ONES NEED TO THINK
A THOUGHT OF WISH
WILL AUTOMATICALLY FULFILL
A VIBRATING THOUGHT THAT
ONES GOT CLICKED IN
EVERYTHING IS SOMETIMES SO EASY
YET SOMETIMES THINGS SEEM CLUMSY
BUT THIS IS MY LIFE AND AM LIVING LIFE
WITH MY NORMS
ALSO TAKING CARE OF
EVERYBODY'S EMOTIONS
IS MY ONLY HAPPENING THOUGHT
THAT I ALWAYS BREATH FOR
TO BE IN TOUCH
FRIENDSHIP SEARCH
CLOSE FRIENDS
AFFECTION LOVE CARE CONCERN
GET CLUTCH
SUCH ARE MOMENTS
WHEN YOU START TO BELEIEVE IN LUSTROUS TRUST
RESPECT THE FEELINGS
AND FEEL ALMIGHTY IS FAITH
THERE ARE LIMITED WORDS
BUT YOU FIND ENDLESS THOUGHTS
AND SIMULTANEOUSLY THEY TOGETHERE KNOCK
WINTERS JUST WET ME IN WELL -WILL
THEN WHEN I WAS WARM AS WELL AS CHILL
STILL I GET STILL
THE MOMENT I RECALL THOSE CUTE CHEEKS
SILENTLY SAYING PLEASE CHEESE
I WISHED
SOMEONE COULD HEAR ME
SOMEONE COULD BE HERE WITH ME
SOMEONE MISSING YOU
THE PLEASURE I CAPTURE
ONE SIGHT AND JUST FORGET ALL FIGHTS
HAZEL TWINKLING EYES NO MORE I FEEL SHY
I REALLY CARE FOR U
A TONIC MADE ALL MY PAINS IN VAIN
TODAY I CLAIM THAT
EVEN
I CARE FOR YOU AND FEEL THE SAME
THERES ALWAYS THE FIRST TIME
THE FIRST GEAR I GET A GRIP
THE SECOND GEAR I GROW
AS A SPECIAL DOST
AND THE MIRROR SHINNING AND SWINGING
IN ME AND MYSELF TO AND FRO
LET EACH DAY STARTS WITH
LET EACH MOMENT PASS WITH
JUST ONE CUP OF COFFEE
AND HAVE A SIP
JOURNEY IN SATISFACTION
STARTS A PLEASUREFUL TRIP
AND I PULL ON SHOULDERS
MY BAGS STRIP
MAKE A POSE
AND THEN CREATE A CLAUSE
COFFEEBITE
SWEET FRIENDSHIP SIGHT
THERE ARE REALLY SO MANY THINGS
THAT I DONT WANT TO HIDE
AND WANT TO FEEL THEM WITH PRIDE
AND ON MY THOUGHTS
AND IN MY EMOTIONS
WANT TO RIDE
AND WANT TO SLIDE
THINGS COME JUST FOR A WHILE
BUT REMAINS IN THE LIFE FILE
IN A MOMENT WHEN I PRAYED
FOR THE RIGHT WORD
A PERSON WITH VERY FEW WORDS
SAID ALL THE RIGHT THINGS
AFTER ALL
THAT WHAT WELL - WISHER DO
WINTERS FOR ME A WINNER
AS ITS YEAR TWO THOUSAND AND FOUR
THIS PHASE AND THE PHRASE
MADE MY MOMENT
FULL OF PLEASURE AND PRAISE
MOMENTS THAT I SHARE
SOME THAT I REALLY CARE
MOMENTS THAT MAKES ME LAUGH AND SMILE
INDEED THOSE WERE ONLY FOR A WHILE
MOMENTS ARE JUST FOR A MOMENT
BUT IN MY HEART AND MIND
REMAINS FOR MILES
SOMETHING THAT GIVES ME A REASON TO SMILE
SOME MY FRIENDS
SOME JUST FRIENDS
SOME ARE FRIENDS
FRIENDS
DOES IT MEAN ANYWAY TO ME
OF COURSE NOT OR LOT
I SMILE AND STILL THINK SUCH THINGS
SO MUCH HAVE BEEN IN MY PAST
BLOSSOMING MOMENTS WHICH ARE VAST
THE PEOPLE WHO DID CAST
HAVE BEEN IN TOUCH
AND WILL ALWAYS LAST
THE FEELING OF LUST FOR FRIENDSHIP
THE PROMISE I WILL ALWAYS KEEP
IT SEEMS TO JUST SAVE
EACH AND EVERY MOMENT
THE ENIGMATIC ETERNAL
EMOTION AND ELEGANCE
THE WORD AND MY WORLD
DOST
I STILL CARE FOR YOU
I KNEW OR LUCID DREAMS
HANDS FOLD AND HOLD
THE MOMENT YOU CARE
I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH
AND SHARE WITH MY THOUGHTS
EXPERIENCES AND FEELINGS
I DARE
DESTINY SEEMS TO ME DEAR
SOME DRIVE ALWAYS RIDES ME TO BE SHEER
SOMETIMES I CRIED BUT TO MY SURPRISE
AT THE END
I TOO SMILE AND FEEL THE PRIDE

THE TIME HAVE PASSED
CREATING SO MANY MOMENTS
THAT SHALL LAST
IN MIND AND HEART
AS THE LIFE'S LEARNING PATH.

I BELEIEVE
SOMETHINGS ARE SIMPLY
MEANT TO BE IN THE LIFE
THOSE ARE IN THE DESTINY
NATURE,S INTELLIGENCE FUNCTIONS
WITH EFFORTLESS EASE
AND ABANDONED CAREFREE-NESS
ITS ALL ABOUT
DO LESS AND ACCOMPLISH MORE
I BELEIEVE THAT COMPLETELY AT THE CORE.

THERE IS SO MUCH OF UNCERTAINITY
HAVING NO IDEA OR EVEN THE SIMPLE HINT
THINGS ARE SCARY AND MAKES ME JUST SINK
THINKING ALL THIS
I OFTEN LINK
OLD THOUGHTS ,PEOPLE AND THINGS.
BUT MIND DOES SHRINKS
AND HEART OFTEN PINCH
THE LEFT OLD PAIN
AND THAT WHAT KILLS ME
INCH BY INCH.
SECRECY IS MAINTAINED
WORDS DON'T UNFOLD
THINGS NOT TO ANYONE ARE TOLD
I FEEL COLD AND MY BREATH IS ON HOLD
SLOWLY LOOSE
WITH EACH PAIN I TAKE IN
WHAT ORANGE !
WHAT BLUE !
AND WHAT PINK !
THE COLOURS ARE SEEN...
I AM AFRAID
IF SOME DAY I AM COLOUR-BLIND
THOUGH JUST BEING LITTLE KIND
I TRY TO SHIFT MY MIND
THAT OFTEN HITS THE LAST LINE
WHAT'S HAPPENING ALL THIS !
AND WHAT KIND OF RHYME !
I THINK OFTEN SUCH THINGS.

SOMETIMES THE ONE AND ONLY THING
THAT WOULD PLEASE ME THE MOST IS
SIMPLY SEEING
A BEAUTY THAT'S A JOY TO OWN.
A FACE VALUE THAT IMPROVES WHEN A GLOW OF SMILE BLOW

SOME PHASE OF LIFE NEVER ENDS
IT ALWAYS EXTENDS THE HAND
AND BELEIEVE IT OR NOT
ITS HOPE
LIFE IS INCREDIBLE THAN
THE FOUR WORD GROW
HATE , NICE , KIND ,
WARM , HUGS, KISS, FAIR,
SOME MORE FOUR LETTERED WORDS I LOVE
AND LOVE I LIKE TO HEAR
PRAY , HEAL ,NEED
HELP, & DEAR
THROUGHOUT THE HISTORY RINGS LOUD THATS
FREE
FEEL FEAR PAIN
KNOW TRUE RARE PALS NAME
MAKE GLAD MUTE TALK
GIVE TAKE KEEP
GIFTS CARD ROSE
DEEP DULL GLOW GIVE
THEM BLOW FLOW
SLOW FIRE
GOOD LUCK
BABY SOFT TOYS
PAGE BACK
HOME LANE
SING BEST JOYS
BUSY REST JUST TIME PASS
DON'T MIND
HEED TEST TASK SOON
OPEN GATE
RACE STOP
MATE PAIR BOND ONLY
SHOW PART LEND ABLE
LOOK MYTH IDEA
PURE GOLD
CARE CAFE
ARE ALL FOUR LETTERED
MAGIC WORDS
WAITING HOPING LONGING
TO HEAR THIS HEART WANTS MORE
THERE IS SO MUCH TO WRITE
MY LIFE STORY IS REALLY WIDE
DIFFERENT CIRCUMTANCES AND SITATIONS MAKES ME SLIDE
ITS SEEMS AS A ROOLER -COASTER
HAVING NO DUTY ROASTER
PRIORITIES I MAKE BY MY OWN
CAPABILITIES AND ABILITIES ARE SHOWN
CREATIVE SKILLS ARE TONNED
AND MY LONLINESS IS ALL GONE
LETS MAKE EACH TERM COLOURFUL
RED GREEN BLUE PINK ARE FRAGNANCES
THAT OFTEN I CAN FEEL
AROMA OF EACH INCIDENT
LAST REALLY FOR LONG.
LIFE GOES ON
PEOPLE COME AND ARE GONE
ONLY MEMORIES THEN SHOWN
BUT JUST ONES MORE THEY COME BACK
AND KNOCK THE HEART DOOR
COMPLETELY MY DECISION
TO LET INTO MY LIFE OR SAY GOOD BYE PLEASE GO
STILL THINK OF SUCH THINGS
BUT NEVER FEEL FOR THAT LOW ANY MORE
ALL I JUST PROUDLY ROAR
TO THE PEOPLE AND THINGS I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND
THE CHERISHING MOMENTS AT MY HEART CORE
PLAYING THE RHYTHM AT SILENT SHORE

THERE ARE SOME COLOURS IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE PAINT
MAKING ME SOMETIMES SINNER
AND SOMETIMES A SAINT
AND CAN'T I DENY
THE REALITY OF GETTING
PUSH PULL PAIN AND DENT
WHEN SOMETIMES DENSE
MY FEELINGS JUST FAINT
THEN THE SPIRITS RAISE HIGH
TOUCH THE SKY
THEN THE THOUGHTS FREELY FLY
CONFIDENT CREATIVE
UNCONVENTIONAL THOUGHTS
ADAPTING WELL TO CHANGING SITUATION
MORE PEOPLE'S ORIENTED
RESPOND MORE EASILY TO OTHER PEOPLE'S VALUE
IT IS MY INCREDIBLE IDENTITY CLUE
EVERY LITTLE STRAIGHT OR CURVED
LINE OR SIGN LEADS TO CREATIVITY
EXPLORING THE EMOTIONS OF ART
A PART OF THOUGHTS FEELINGS AND DEALING
LIFE CELEBRATION ACTION AND STILL SESSIONS
JUST ONE GLIMPSE AND IT SEEMS
THE WORLD OF CHOCOLATES AND SOME CREAM
BUT THEN MY HEART SCREAMS

LEARN THE LIFE
WISDOM OUT OF WORRIES
FACINATION OUT OF FRUSTRATION
THERE'S NO EXPLAINATION WHY
THINGS LIKE THAT CAN MAKE YOU CRY
YOU JUST HAVE TO LEARN TO LAUGH
THINGS ARE WEIRD MAKING ME SAY A PRAY
TO WISH TO BE SELFISH
THAT IS TO ME RARE
FOR MY OWN NEEDS AND DESIRES TO BE FULFILLED
THIS IS A TOUGH GESTURE I CAN MAKE
TO THINK OF THINGS THAT ARE ONLY FOR MY SAKE
JUST TAKE EVERYTHING I OWE
ONLY LEAVE A LITTLE PEACE PLEASE AND GO

BREAKING THE RULES TO MAKE YOUR OWN RULE LAST LIFELONG
THERE IS NOTHING ABNORMAL ABOUT MY BEHAVIOUR
MOST PEOPLE WILL STARE AT THINGS THEY CAN NEVER HOLD
I WONDER WHY
THINGS DOES NOT APPEAL ME
UNTILL THEY ACTUALLY END UPTO ME IN ALL ASPECTS
ALL INCIDENTS OR ANY DECISION
BE COMPLEATLY MY CHOICE OF ACTION AND REACTION
SOMETHINGS AGAIN THAT ONLY GIRLS ARE GOOD AT
SOME RELATIONSHIPS LAST FOREVER
WITH YOU AND WITHIN YOU
MEMORIES OF MARVEL ALWAYS TRAVEL
SEDUCING SENCES THOUGHTS GESTURES
AND RISING THE INTIMATE LUSTY LEVEL
LANGUAGE OF LOVE
YOU READ THE UNSPOKEN SIGNALS AS WELL AS THE SPOKEN WORDS
AND CATCH THE HIDDEN MEANINGS BEHIND THE LINES
YOU COULD EXPLORE YOUR DREAMS
AND YOU PROBABLY DO
MIRROR BEING THE COMMON EVERYDAY
REMINDS AND PROVOKES THE FEELING OF CARE
LOVE IS YOURS AND YOU FEEL LOVED
INDEED EACH DAY HAS ITS MOMENTS

OFTEN I FEEL TO WRITE A LOT ABOUT ME
LETTING EACH AND EVERY SINGLE TINY MOMENT BE DISCLOSED
WITH FULL SELF-ASSURANCE AND INTEGRITY
BUT SOON I AM FOUND WITH THE LACK OF WORDS
AND RIGHT TONES TO JUSTIFY THE EMOTIONS
I EXACTLY WANT TO DISPLAY AND WANT OTHERS TO UNDERSTAND
MY PRACTICE OF WRITING
HAVE SOMEWHERE CREATED A FEELING OF SATISFACTION
ALSO A SILENT LISTENER
AND A GUIDELINE TO NOTE
IF CONSIDERED AFTERWARDS
THE QUOTED WORDS OF TINY
BUT IMMENCE DEEP PRACTICAL
EMOTIONLLY ATTACHED MEANING
OF THE WHOLE SIGHT RESEMBLING BOTH
THE INNER MIND OF MINE
AND OTHER WORLD WHICH EXISTS OF NUMEROUS CREATURES
VERY TRUE TO ACCEPT BUT REALLY HURTS
TO KNOW THE STRANGE GOSSIPS AND SILLY RUMOURS
ABOUT YOU ARE IN THE AIR
MORE AS YOU HEAR FROM THE ONE WHOM YOU CALL
YOUR SO CALLED GOOD-FRIENDS
PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW OR UNDERSTAND
HOW MUCH IT HURTS IN ANY SMALL OR BIG BOND
OR RELATIONSHIP OF AFFECTION
THAT PAUSE DUE TO HAZARDOUS REASONS OF RUMOURS
YOU TRY TO BE AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE
NICE TO PEOPLE AND CONCERN TO CIRCUMTANCES
BUT AT THE END IT HAS TO BE YOU TO BE BLAMED
FOR ALL THAT HAPPENED

MIGHT BE OTHERS ARE TOO GOOD AND NICE TO BE MY PEOPLE MY FRIENDS
IT SOUNDS LITTLE DIPLOMATIC
BUT THATS THE WAY I MANAGE ALL OF THEM
SENSITIVE I AM
THE INFLUENCE IS SO HIGH THAT OFTEN TOUCHES MY LIMITS SKY
AND IT MIGHT
HURT A ROW OF LIFES
TOUCHING THE FEETS OF ALMIGHTY
FETCHING THE LOVE AND LAUGHTER
FROM TSUNAMI TEARS
THERES A BELEIF
THAT WORKS AS RELEIF
FOLDS SOME SLEEVES AND ALL FORCE IS RELEASED
BY LITTLE CEASE AND LITTLE PLEASE
WHAT THE HELL AM I WRTING
I LOOSE MY THOUGHTS
SOMETIMES IN THE MIDDLE THE "FEEL" IS LOST
AND ON THE GROUND CRAWL
RISING WARMTH TROLLS AND TURMOIL OF EMOTIONS
ROLLS THE BINDER OF EVERY INSTANT INDEED INCREDIBLE MOMENT IS GONE
LOTS BEEN THERE GROWING PART
MENTALLY PHYSICALLY EMOTIONALLY IN ALL THE ASPECTS TRUE TO LIFE
SOME BEING IGNORED
SOME BEING STRUCK TO
SOME BEING RESPONDED LATE
SOME THINGS SHOULD'NT HAS BEEN HAPPEED
WOULD'NT HAS BEEN HAPPENED
BUT HAVE HAPPENED
HAVING NO SPECIAL REASON
WHY ! I ASK LORD AND JUST TOUCHED HIS HEART CORD
MOULD MYSELF TO I ME MINE
THINGS NOT IN A STRAIGHT LINE
TRYING TO HOLD SHINE
HAD A GULP OF WINE
WAKED UP AT NINE
STILL NO ANSWER TO MY QUESTION WILL YOU BE MINE
TICKLING TOUCH TIDE
SLIDE AND HIDE
MOMENT WITH ETERNAL JOY
INDEED JUST ONE MOMENT CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING
LETTING TO GIVE A LIFE LONG SONG
EVERY MORNING SUN RISE AND EVERY GOOD NIGHT KISS HUMMED
REMINDS THE ETERNEL EMOTION
EFFULGENTLY TICKLING THE WAVES OF MEMORIES IN MIND
I AM FREE
FREE TO THINK ANYTHING
FREE TO LINK EVERYTHING
I AM FREE TO THE TICKLING I FEEL
BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS ON MY HEELS
AS I AM FREE I CAN FREAK
LIVE DREAMS ARE GOOD
BUT
LIVING IN REALITY IS ACTUALLY GREAT
I AM ALL SMILES
EVEN IF CONFUSION MARKS MY MOMENTS
ACTUALLY I PREVENT A SNAFU BY TAKING THAT EXTRA STEPS
MY STRENGTH AND PERSONALITY COMES THROUGH NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
CANNOT SAY WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH CALM
AND POSITIVE AFTER SUCH SIGN OF AN UNCERTAIN
INDEED ITS A INCREADIBLE HOLD IN ME OF EMOTIONS
WHEN NEITHER I BLAME ANYONE NOR MYSELF
BUT WITH SUCH A SANITY IN BREATH I TAKE A LIGHT WHEN FELT
FACING EVERYTHING AND AVOIDING NOTHING IS THE ULTIMATE PRACTICE
IT REQUIRES TREMENDEOUS COURAGE
UNUSUAL SINCERITY AND A POWERFUL COMMITMENT
RECENTLY I REALISED THROUGH MY OWN SMALL BIG BOLD ACT
YOUNG AGE AS TO FEEL MUCH OLDER THAN ACTUAL AGE
FOR SURE MY STATEMENTS SURPRIINGLY SOUND LITTLE LIKE SAINT
A LOT I CAN WRITE
AN EXPRESSION OF EMOTIONAL KITE FLY HIGH UP IN THE HEART OF SKY
EACH DAY HAS ITS MOMENT
MAKING THE MOST OF THE MOMENT
THAT REALLY COUNTS
AND WHEN MADE THE MISTAKE EVER
SOMETHING GOOD COMES OUT
FREEDOM TO FOLLOW
CHANGE IS CONSTANT
CHANGE IN EVERY WAY IS WHAT WANTS ME
CHALLENGE BECOMES SECRETLY
UNCONVENTIONAL IN A WILLFUL WAY
LETTING GO OF PEOPLE AND PLACES WHEN FULFILLED THE ROLE
WITH THEM AND FOR THEM IS A LIFE LESSON
THE SOUL URGE SUN SHOWERS ITS RAYS
AND THERE BE A LITTLE DRIZZLING RAIN
THEN I SHALL NEVER FELL ALONE AGAIN

WALK AWAY FROM EMPTINESS
WALK INTO WHOLESOME
FLAUNT YESTERDAY
TACKLE TOMORROW
WALK INTO THE LAVISHING LANE
CLOSE MY EARS
CLOSE MY EYES
EMOTION TURNS
FROM FEEL TO PHYSICAL FREE TEAR
REMINDING THE LONG
THE WAIT THE HOPE
THE TOUCH THE GRACE
THE SMILE THE FACE
STILL IS STILL
BUT SILENCE SPEAKS
A LANGUAGE SO SOFT
AND YET SO CLEAR
THAT ONLY THOSE
WILLING TO LISTEN
CAN HEAR
AND READ THE UNSPOKEN LINES
A PLACE WHERE FANTACY AND REALITY MEET
ULTIMATELY CHERISHING MEMORIES AND MIRACLES CREATE
"RACHI CREATIONS"
COLOURS CREATIVITY CHEERFULNESS
CONFIDENCE AND CELEBRATION
NOW IT HAVE "C" STEP FORWARD OF
CONTROL COMPLIMENT COMMITMENT
COURAGE CHARM CARE COMPASSION
ITS A CONVERSION FROM
COPYING TO COPY-RIGHT
"RACHI CREATIONS" MADE ITS MARK AS
A CALM CONVERSATION
WITH ALL THE BONDS OF AFFECTION..